Walk With Faith ;

2011-04-09T23:17:00.005+08:00

~~http://fadeyouout.tumblr.com/~~

bye.

2011-03-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

freaking hot day. still missing twitter. and i'm super tempted to go back.

but i shan't.

wearing the awesome camp tee now! comfortable to the max. but with the jacket im wearing, it's freaking warm. tsk. i hope i can stop wearing it by the end of this week.

and i created a new tumblr. haha.

gonna start posting/ranting there from now onwards.

and you.

i dont want to play your game already. the next time you do that, you're gonna get it from me.

bye blogger! (:

thank you.

2011-03-25T16:08:00.003+08:00

"you must always remember, that the first thing that comes to your mind, the first thing that you suddenly feel like doing when you're undergoing stress, don't do it. Wait until you've totally cooled down, then think whether you still want to do it or not." - mrs thomas.

I LOVE YOU 3D

2011-03-25T15:27:00.005+08:00

singapore vision farm.

i can totally say, that this year's camp was awesome.
military camp, i never thought it would be this fun. feeling a little bad for not rolling in the mud with the other 3Dians just because of my "injuries".

really short baths like 3 mins. and baths in boys' toilet. smelly toilet bowls. stupid push ups. stupid success claps. the smell of everyone's smelly shoes/socks in the dorm. fall ins. fall outs. the 1 hour long debriefs. the stand-by-beds. questions and questions about what's wrong with my arm. muscle aches. mosquitoes. really small frogs that are smaller than 1cm (i killed one today haha ><). marching. the combat rations. the really hard chocolate biscuits. the stepping of mud. the crawling on the ground. the recce patrol. the story about the mother on the last day, which is today, that make many people cried. the real life stories of our PMs. hahaha. subsoot. i will really miss this camp. i love you 3D. 3D, is more than awesome. we are subsoot.

the awesomest class ever(SUBSOOT), with the leaders among us like lye yee, gladys, yeongsoon, zhaoyi, hwee en, kang shun, kerlyn.
THE SUBSOOT-EST PLATOON MENTORS (a.k.a. PMs) EVER: jeryn, ashraf, noel, and aqilah. idk how to spell aqilah. she's the mentor who told the 3D girls which flavor of combat ration to choose to eat that's nicest. and ashraf have subsoot-ly long eyelashes, and funny and extremely cute.
the suBsoot-est form teacher ever, MRS DEBORAH THOMAS, who paid for our lightsticks. (which only the unique 3Dians and 3Bians have ^^)
awesome class cheers :D
awesome class spirit. :D

and yes, sayhao.
dear sayhao, we may not be in pure science. well, lol, not "may", i mean. even though we ARE not in pure science, you don't have to say that in our faces.
you are very good. i'm serious. no sarcasm.
because we are subsoot. get the ranks right thanks. good - great - awesome - SUBSOOT.
hahaha. sorry, i cant forget that line. thanks. i think that some pure sciences pupils really do think the same as sayhao. maybe. just some. and most of them dont act it out. haha.

and. corliss, be happy becuase our class is SUBSOOT. (:
(snsd's be happy song plays in background.)
p.s cor, i love to use the teddy bear to irritate you. :D

2011-03-22T15:39:00.003+08:00

oh hi. i really dont know you. what you say and what you do is like totally two different things.

yes, i mean the both of you.

i dont know what you want okay. you two are making me feel like a bad person.

you cant please everyone, they say. haha.

so true. stop stressing me up, even though i'm already trying not to let you guys affect my mood already.

ihateyou.

okay, not thinking straight.

missing twitter badly. but i'm getting used to it.

camp. tomorrow till friday.

bye. (:

2011-03-18T11:12:00.002+08:00

danielle's fb damn easy to stalk our past. hahaha.
kept scrolling down her profile, saw all our conversations with reg and qi and yuling.
i realised that we've changed so much.
kinda missed those times. bullying and screaming. HAHA.

but we've all grown up. so blah.
it's ok~
and yeap. need to stop feeling replaced.

and.
shit.
i keep blogging nowadays.
i need to stop. i shall delete my blog too. or just leave it dead.

happy birthday yuling! :D

2011-03-18T10:22:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday kok yuling!
too tired to post yesterday, so, well.

watched Rango and I am Number Four!
that guy from I am Number Four is DAMN HOT. hehe. eye candies.
yesterday was awesome, kept playing the fire thing with yuling. we're explosions (Y)

ok.

i feel empty without twitter. and the only place i can rant now on the internet is blogger.
but my life has been like that before twitter came into my life.
im gonna get used to it. (:

numba 2

2011-03-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

forget it, imma delete it tomorrow.
i'm so lazy.
2ND POST.
ironic. the place that should make me feel more me is making me feel alot more inferior. not referring to home.

and then there's this place that unexpectedly allowed me to laugh 10times louder than usual, sing 10times louder than usual, go crazy 10times more than usual. and that includes the times where i'm pms-ing too. not school.

haha. but i'm gonna change my own thinking, and make these 2 places make me feel good.
inferiority can go die.

a promise to myself.

2011-03-16T23:46:00.005+08:00

hi. just ranting.
i'm gonna delete my twitter.

I'm done making empty promises to myself, saying "i shall not log in to twitter today" for thousands of times. enough is enough. in case it becomes an empty promise again, i shall completely delete it. i've spent too much time on twitter. tweet too much about myself, and i need my privacy back.

I'm sick of reading tweets that make me go "eww wtf seriously stop being such a attention seeker", green with envy/jealousy, "i wish i was there", "wtf get a life", "why do you keep appearing on my timeline?! GET OFF", "you dont even know a thing, so shut up", "tsk, irritating bastard", "-.-", think that that particular tweet is talking about me, or simply make me feel inferior.
(sorry i'm that judgemental, even though i may make others feel like that too)

it's been useful.
to stalk what my friends are doing, thinking, or simply just want to know what they're feeling when a certain thing happens.

but seriously who needs something that always make you feel bad.
i'm done feeling bad about myself. done trying to know how people feel or what they're doing. not gonna care even if in the future people tweet about me. i dont NEED twitter in my life. whatsmore, there are annoying people which i'm too lazy to unfollow. so it's okay. imma leave.

it's been fun spamming with people though. :D especially with @leehuiennn.

okay. whatever. deleting it in 1-3 days time.
i might consider facebook too. lol.

OKAY LOVES BYE.

my life.

2011-03-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

Natasha Bedingfield - Strip Me

La-la-la-la-la la
lala la la-la la lala
[repeat]

Everyday I fight for all my future somethings
A thousand little wars I have to choose between
I could spend a lifetime earning things I don't need
That's like chasing rainbows and coming home empty

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, strip it all away
I'll be alright

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I'll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that!

I don't need a microphone yeah
To say what I've been thinking
My heart is like a loudspeaker
That's always on eleven

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, strip it all away
I'm still the same

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I'll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that!

Cause when it all boils down at the end of the day
It's what you do and say that makes you who you are
Makes you think about, think about it doesn't it
Sometimes all it takes is one voice

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I'll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that!
[repeat]

2011-03-15T10:16:00.002+08:00

hi!
long time~

yesterday sabrina came to my workplace! she didn't recognize me. and ahbi was suan-ing me all the way saying, "people dont know you dont mian qiang ah!" and "dont sad la i know you want cry already" and he passed me the whole tissue box, then sang "wo huai nian de" HAHA. retarded shit.
I want a brother like ah bi.
....
mum y u no give me a big brother!

need to find time to buy some Sticky before the camp. for sugar rushing purposes.
in case i find this year's camp too different. :D

loving my new headphones. button. ^^
okie. bye.

idiotic spammers on my tagboard. (N)

2011-03-04T17:14:00.002+08:00

zuo tian, zhaoyi's failed canto with mrs thomas.
zuo tian, wo sugar rush! giggly throughout assembly.
zuo tian, awesome cca. gossiping, fights, teasing.

wo ai zuo tian.

jing tian, wo ai shang ni le, poa. :D
zhiqi duibuqi ohhhhh ying wei ke shi wo yao ting ke maaaa. ):

i need more sugar rushes.
sugar rush, patience go up. tolerance go up, say-i-love-you-meter go up, happiness go up.
someone drug me please.:D

2011-03-02T17:13:00.004+08:00

say hi to march!

28th feb - imh, = awesome.

"It's not hard to move on. It's just hard to leave behind what has been with you for such a long time" - @yoursuniquely

few more weeks to camp, i'm totally not looking forward to it.
but thennnnn maybe zhiqi's rightttt, we should all move on. *inertia*
3D, make me love you ok.
dear me, stop feeling that stupid pressure.
and yay, A1 for geog and A2 for SS. (((:
i failed combined physics 11/25. failed poa 6/30. failed higher chinese 28/60. failed english 5/20. omgggg.

okay. hahaha. time to move on with life and stop thinking about 2D.
need to stop making empty promises.

i am ketching she tail.

2011-02-16T17:40:00.003+08:00

i love teasing zhaoyi hahaha.

wasted 2 periods at the canteen, literature teacher never come. D:
talking to zhaoyi, zhiqi and corliss was super fun. hahaha. then teasing about each other's bestfriends. almost all the scenarios that we talked about appeared during recess. HAHA.
lol at all the crying we had today. hahahaa. (:
xinsuan, seeing zhaoyi reacting like that, and corliss de 三行情书。
tho, nice to know i'm not the only one feeling this way.

hahaha, i should totally stop using twitter. all those tweets are really making me feel bad about everything.
cmi.

i love literature! :D

time machine

2011-02-15T14:51:00.003+08:00

time passes so quickly and slowly at the same time. how ironic.
it feels like i'm still in the christmas mood, but lol, it's already February 2011, and we're all stressing for CTs.
maybe not me. LOL.

today, laughed the whole chemistry lesson off because of the teacher's voice. hahahahah. :D
hahaha okay. 48hours left to get over this shit. it's so awkward i cannot take it already. just like the past. hahaha.

POTASSIUM!!!! (in mr chao's/chaw's voice)

idrk.

2011-02-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

" i hope you'll know this, my dear friend over here. i don't know if you're going to read about this or not. but i really treasure everything we had together and i don't like what's happening now. it's like, we totally forgotten the promise we made to each other. what's this, i don't like it. i really don't.

we should've known."

same, but
idrk. it just seems like you're avoiding what i'm saying.
i just dont wanna hate you. i dont care whether you have anything to say or not.
just letting you know. but since you couldn't infer any of it, it's ok. sorry i said it out. maybe i shouldn't.

but i just thought i should, in case what i predicted really happens.
k. sorry.

avoidance.

2011-02-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

last.

TODAY'S TUAN BAI WAS AMAZING. :D
EVERYTHING WAS SO AWESOME.

hahahaha, i especially loved my role-playing part at the mrt train ride home with lingxuan, cheryl, leejiaen and ryan.
sucker ryan, i kill you.

i'm missing work. hahaha, jessie and caroline called. (:

Last

2011-02-13T01:16:00.001+08:00

one.

below.

就连你也要这样吗？

2011-02-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

no please, no.
omg.

no.

pokerface

2011-02-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

pms.
987654321 times bad temper.
987654321 times self-inflicted emotional pain.
lol. nah.

POA, can you not.
Literature, can you not.
Physics, can you not.
Eh you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, can you not.

can you not make me hate you.

3D, can you make me love you more?
lolwut.
guess i'm really the only one not moving on.

3 months alr, cant hide this any longer.

2011-02-09T16:33:00.001+08:00

"也许我自己太在意被抛弃
无法忍受黑暗的沉默孤寂"

notes to self(ves).

2011-02-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

dear me,

stop being so overly-positive that you forget to pray.
no more hard jokes or sarcasm on @stepsbyfaith like what you always do to corliss.
start caring more, bitch.

hi, dear five of us. no, i mean the four of you. we're not gonna be the same like before. it's either gonna get better than last time, or fucking worse. so let's take the first option, to get better ok.

and sucker regina, stop gettin so engrossed in studying okay. dont ignore us.

love ya all

the story of my life.

2011-02-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

happy birthday leejiaen. (:

the first day of febbbbbbb. ok my life: got attacked by flu, sleepness nights and inferiority.

i cannnot sleep this few nights. i think it's because of my work. i keep dreaming of the same damn thing, lol how's that even possible. somemore it's multiple times for 2 nights already.

"one Whippy One!"

"oh what sauce............" stares into space and treating the table as the register.*

this is for the first night.

last night it's..

"give me a Cackleberry!"

"huh? huh? huh? huh?" stares into space again, lie back down, then get back up again, realise there's nothing to press on, then lie back down.

eff my sleepwalking habit. i always do that.

pfft. how is it possible to dream the same dream one after another on the same night.

so scary. btw anyone going bugis street tomorrow? i may be working. come find me okkkk.

i need to ace my subjects or i cannot continue working. hope I can.

inferiority sucks ok. it's not good walking around the school having that feeling towards every single person.

today ms tay scolded me and corliss again. LOL.

seriously, what did we do again. i'm gonna ace poa. in her face. LOL.

just kidding.

all the big talks i make.

all the big talks we all make, we know we can't keep our promises lo.

the five of us. it's feels normal this way. but i dont want it to be like this. but then it will never be the same again, would it?

CNY. hongpao time.

samantha's not coming back. sadttm.

2011-01-15T13:56:00.002+08:00

it's like every time I see you, I'd be reminded of all my flaws. some people are comparing us. I dont like it, ok. I shouldn't be disliking you. but too bad, ok.

i love tumbr.

渐渐地

2011-01-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

不习惯读书

不习惯听课

不习惯上课不能睡觉

不习惯班里有不认识的人.

poa. social studies. geography. 全部听不懂.

i need to fall in love with chinese. need.

SCHOOL

2011-01-08T13:09:00.003+08:00

new food for school. the not so nice icecream and very little rice and very little fries. awesome spaghetti, chops and jap rice. new subject. POA. tingbudong.. new activity for english, toastmaster. =.= new teachers, new class. blah.

no more time to spazz in class. starting to doze off UNINTENTIONALLY in class. esp poa. thanks faye for letting me copy notes. ^^

ok.

i love my new specs.

i'm still mapling. 1hour a week. it's ok.

my target: survive being a nerd for first semester.

ok.

ok. ok. ok.

I am so so so not sure if i can get used to my studying plan by the starting of next week.

oh well. ok ok,

bye.

2011-01-08T13:07:00.001+08:00

T.O.P

@CAT.

2010-12-16T20:58:00.001+08:00

"We said our goodbyes and swore we'd stay in touch; then we went our separate ways, knowing that no one really does." trueteenquotes.

hope we won't become like that.@2D
AND WE WHERE GOT DRIFT? @REGINA

):

2010-12-15T01:12:00.001+08:00

YOH MANZ.
THAT CLOUD OF GUILT GOT AWAY.

i'm feeling normal again. ^^

avoidance

2010-12-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

my "routine" this week: do wrong thing>feel shiok right after it>feeling sorry for myself the next day>feel damn guilty 2 days later>idkwhatwillhappen.
i'm at the 4th stage. if i dont talk about it, if i dont think about it, if i sleep it off successfully, then it doesn't exist. it's been like that this year.

i just dont understand why i cant sleep it off this week.
pfft.

tsubasa, fairy tail, naruto

2010-12-14T21:46:00.033+08:00

epic expressions ftw (:

i love manga because it takes my mind of things.

snsd

2010-12-14T17:44:00.004+08:00

from now on. anyone who says that they hate a certain member of snsd or say that she's ugly or whatsoever, i will hate you. seriously, dont call yourself a sone unless you like the WHOLE of snsd. yes, every single one of them.

dont dislike anyone of them, esp hyoyeon. though she dont have awesome legs like sooyoung or is more average-looking, she have awesome dancing skills. without her, all the dance breaks will fail. because she's the lead dancer.

and she is pretty. watch all their videos and look at all their photoshoot pictures and you'll know. she's funny too okay, watch Hello Baby and EVERY SINGLE variety/talk show she attended.

fyi, SONE means fans of SNSD. not fans of the member.

you can have a bias, but i'm telling you,

without any of them, SNSD isn't SNSD.

and if you're out bashing other celebrities/bands, don't tell others you're a sone when you do so.

because you'll disgrace other sones too.

okay thats all.

2010-12-14T17:15:00.001+08:00

@ daiso (taken from cat's album)

i love songs that you'd replay all over again, then THINK THAT you got sick of it. and then some time later when you listen to it, you fall in love with it once again. ♥

old songs and ex-favourites are stuck in my head.

yesterday was an awesome day, wahaha. ^^

eh momoren, i made your card worhhh.

anyway, i love @forever_quote's french quotes. made me in love with french already.

i wanna learn french luh.

third.

2010-12-12T23:40:00.001+08:00

Un jour tu comprendra, tu regrettera, tu reviendra, mais ca sera trop tard cette fois.

second post of the day!

2010-12-12T20:32:00.001+08:00

awww so cute ♥

me heart funny quotes.

2010-12-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i'm laughing at quote sites that follow my friend (also a quote site!) @yoursuniquely.

i'm not gonna retweet ALL those tweets. i shall not spam. HAHAHA.

i rt-ed 1 or 2 anw. ^^

"My memory is so bad" "How bad is it" "How bad is what?"

I love the way you lie :) . . . Just kidding! Lie to me again, & I'll throw a chair at your face. (;

Welcome to life. If you dont like it please jump off the cliff to the left. Thanks

"Dude , don't ruin the movie for me ." "Fine.." --Silence-- "They all die in the end ." "I hate you ."

"Hey" "Heeeeeeey" "What's Up? :)" "THE SKY"

Spongebob: "What do you usually do when i'm gone?" Patrick: "Wait for you to come back."

Step on the back of my shoe one more time...i dare you.

My mum thinks "LOL" means "Lots Of Love". She texted me, "Your grandma had just died. LOL"

"I failed!" "Me too!!" "HIGH FIVE!"

they're not blueberries. they're peas holding their breath

"Would a lion cheat??" "No, but a Tiger Wood."

Thats cute, You agree with my status. Yet its about YOU! -_-

If teachers are so smart, why do they ask so many questions???

''Mom, I'm going out.'' ''With friends?'' ''No Mom, with terrorists...''

"STOP! STOP! STOP!" ... "I have a rock in my shoe.."

"SHOULD I GET IN TROUBLE FOR SOMETHING I DIDNT DO?".."NO"..."GOOD, BECAUSE I DIDNT DO MY HOMEWORK"

Mom: If your friends jump off a bridge would you jump too? You: How high is the bridge?

"Please, I'll only put it in for a minute." "What am I, a microwave?!"

all the above by @forever_quote. hahahahaha.

i shall stalk another quote site that follows samantha. ^^

and i love leilockheart. ^^

and kpop, back on my craze list. if i ever had one.

♥KAY BYE LOVE YA ALL

2010-12-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

so....................................................................

i borrowed 12 books yesterday. only 2 books are fantasy.

and guess what, the 10 other books............................................ are all biology based books.

yeap you guessed it. the genre is medical.

i must have been crazy. BUT they all look so interesting. and, i kinda like biology now.

i wonder why i hated it so much during the first semester.

was it because i dont understand what mr ng was talking about? lol

heh.

I HAVENT BUY NEXT YEAR'S BOOKS YET. AND I HAVENT STARTED ON A SINGLE HOMEWORK!

hehehehe okay ♥ bye

p.s

i love Makoto Shinkai 新海誠! AWESOME ANIME. imma rank this guy after Hayao Miyazaki 宮崎駿. hehehe.

defying gravity

2010-12-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

gravity sucks. i want to fly. - @yoursuniquely.

i'm sick of this.

but i'm a happy person. hahaha. (:

k it's 2.09am. i shall sleep.

♥

2010-12-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

today.
i woke up feeling like P.DITTY!

hehehe, no. i woke up feeling like the best thing in the world. HAHAHA.
idk how to describe the feeling, but it's like no troubles at all, like you can finally move on. I totally love how I can get over things damn quickly, within 1-4 days.

I think I can move on now. hehehehe.
i found something to chase.

and seriously,
SERIOUSLEE, your name is SERIOUSLEE, not SERIOUSLY. hehehe.

and.
i cant stop laughing hahahahahahahahahahahaahaha for today. hope everyday will be like this. even if it's not, i shall make the best outta it. and to those who received my long sms, hehehe, congrats. LOL! it feels really good to say things out. ♥ !

spread the love yoh. spread the butter! @zhiqizhiqi.
hehehe

okay bye i love you all. hahahaha.
♥

2010-12-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

seriously?

JOE BROOKS

2010-12-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

though joe brooks superman dont sound nice....but....oh well.
"i hope you like me as i am" - Joe Brooks' Superman.

and even though you dont look one bit like joe brooks. i dont care. i like you.

2010-12-06T15:25:00.000+08:00

♥

i need a new tumblr.

new blog song : Fantasiex3's Improvisation #6 for Kyle

2010-12-02T04:03:00.001+08:00

I think I'll try

Defying Gravity

And you won't bring me down.

2010-11-27T16:26:00.001+08:00

i want an Ice-Watch Classic Fluo! D:

2010-11-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

i need counselling.
creepy.

second post of the day : BIG O

2010-11-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

i wanna go to Big O!

i need to save up for it gahhhh.

http://calvintimo.tumblr.com/ all the good food.

hehe. omggggg i saw this at wheelock place last wednesday. i wanna go!

okay tired.
home>yishun>home>bishan>clementi>home>church.
all the trips, lmao -.-

HAPPYYYYY

2010-11-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY.
I WANNA GO TO AFRICA.
and yes, i meant ALL the countries in that big big continent, africa.

i shall list all the places that i wanna go.

1. Ballerina Who Loves B-boy!

2. CSI exhibition
3. Pompeii: Life in a Roman Town 79CE
4. Sentosa Buskers Festival 2010 !
5. Teens Supreme!
6. The Mega Flea Market 3 at Singapore Expo!!!! (tmr!)
7. Intimate Illusions @ the MINT Museum of Toys! (tmr!)
8. Singapore Game Fest! (till 28th!)
9. Andy Warhol's 15 Minutes in Singapore Exhibition!!!

6, 7, 8 almost over le. ):
and number 9 is over. booooo. it was today.
boooos.

i'm so happy today. :D
zhiqi's now in 3D~

Shalom Camp in 2 days time. soooo not excited for it hahahha. (:

ahem ahem

2010-11-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

last last night. i dreamt of a canteen moment. haha.
danielle was saying "oh i forgot to buy chicken!" to the 3 of us.
what a dream. i would miss the laksa.

i'm not me anymore.
i drifted from people whom i thought i would stay close with for life.
i'm liking things i never thought i would like.
i'm thinking in the way i never would have thought.

and i dont know if this is right.
but i'm happy.

"It's enough, I've done all I can think of" - P!nk's Fucking Perfect.
the more i dont want to be like you, the more i'm becoming like you. shit you.

ah reg ah qi ah

2010-11-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

HOW COME YOU ALL STILL CAN READ THE PREVIOUS POST I THOUGHT IT'S BEEN STRIKED OUT ALREADY LOL

HAHAHA.
THANKS BYE.

<3

2010-11-17T10:09:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY. (Y)

reg. thanks for telling me you dont have band hahahahahaha :D

i've got 83 photos of my sis and reg at macs in my phone, shall upload later. :D

BYE.

2010-11-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

hi i posted below.

changed "drools" back to "dreams" and new blogsong.
Thad Fiscella - Remember Me.

previous : Isaac Shepard - Memories Never Fade.

retarded words and actions hehehe

2010-11-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

TAN PEI WOON! HERE'S A SECOND POST FOR YOU HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
this wont make you cry one la.

firstly.
SUCK UP. HAHAHAHA. :D remember our retarded conversations?
i would say "SUCK UP", you'll ask "WHO" then i'll be like fake gasping, saying, "OOPS I SAY IT OUT". then i kept saying. this was at chalet!

secondly MELODY CARLSON BOOKS!
your facebook post reminded me. this was at northpoint! we were using actions to describe the books. i was switching bags with zhiqi to describe MIXED BAGS, and then i was screaming "why you STEALING BRADFORD". hahahahahha. then i was holding up my phone and saying "hello hello i cannot hear you. got BAD CONNECTION!" and i was telling you to stop PLAYING WITH FIRE. hahahahahhaahhaha. then i forgot what we did for the book BEYOND REACH. hahaha.

thirdly EPICFAILDANIELLE
this one in school la duh. remember the time danielle wanted to cover our eyes and covered our forehead instead? hahahahahaha. yep.

fourthly JELLYBEAN!
i love how corliss and i tricked you into eating the yuckish licorice jellybean. EWWWW.

FIFTH, YOUR STUFFS.
I LOVE TAKING YOUR SHOE AND RUN AWAY. HEHEHE
and there's once i took your stationery. hehe. you'll take back and i will take another one hahahaha. ^^

sixth, my handshake. YOU MISS IT RIGHT. (:

seventh, 200 comment photo.
i must really thank amanda poh. if she havent said "my photo got 200 comments already!" i wouldnt have go and checked and then i wouldnt have talked to you. hhahahahaha.

OKAY NO MORE.
i forgot others already hahahahaha, but there's more de okay! below that post also still got alot havent say one hahahahaha.
AND I TELL YOU.
THIS POST, IS NOT ABOUT WHAT I WILL MISS.
hehehehehehe. everything i mention in this post, is part of what's gonna happened AGAIN next year. MORE BULLYING OKAY.

i want breeks.
i want go beach to K.
i want seoul garden.
i want go alot of places. hahahahaah.
i want create more nicknames for you! diaper, topawee, t-rex, reg (rag!), mummyyyy.
I WANT TO SPAM YOUR WALL, AND TAGBOARD. but you no tagboard already! ):

AND I LOVE TO CALL YOU AND SAY CALL FOR FUN DE.
but seriously, pressing the "voice call" button is so addictive. the moment you sms me, i will press that button. i dont care if you dont pick up. COS, IT'S ALL FOR FUN DE HAHAHAHA.

200 comments. must remember how we know each other k HAHAHAHA. :D

next year = more calls, more msn, more sms, more outings.
we will NOT drift. (:
hehehe byebyebyebyebye.

dear friend

2010-11-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

dear regina tan pei woon.

i hate you for not being online now. hate you for asking me to go read that blog post then make me cry. hate you for going to 3J. hate you for being so smart. hate you for going different class as me. hahahaha, i took it for granted.
and imma tell you, this year, i really hated you for our arguments. (AND FOR MAKING ME FREEZE IN CHALET) hehe.

but then thank you too.
thank you, you always tried very hard to make me study, although SOMETIMES, it gives me pressure. thank you for waking me up when i sleep during classes, although i ALWAYS dont like it. thank you for asking me to listen to the teacher when i go crazy with corliss in class. thank you for being so understanding when i have my moodswings. thank you for letting me rant. thank you for telling me that D&T is a bad choice, and yep i hated that, but i appreciated it. and in the end i put it as last choice.
thank you, you've been a really good friend.

and thank you for letting me bully you. hehehehe

and i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i don't have unlimited smses. like today, i couldn't reply you much. i'm sorry i wasnt a good friend this year. i'm sorry i couldn't understand you that much, especially when you tell me about 49. sorry, i just don't understand this BGR because i've never been heartbroken before. but i've really been listening.

i will miss,
you waking me up during classes; you asking me to listen to the teacher during class; talking to you in class; running to your table and then scaring you then start the bullying (hehehe i love that); running around the class screaming with you; going to your table and just say "eh, nothing" then go back to my own table; writing big words (since we sit at the ends of the classroom so far T.T) on foolscap paper like "hi" and shouting for you to see, then you replying "bitch"; or calling you just to say "called for fun!".

and i promise,
that i wont forget a good friend like you. that we wont drift (BECOS EVERYTHING'S POSSIBLE THRU GOD, STOP DENYING THIS HAH). that we will meet AT LEAST once a week (monday no cca can go out!). that i will work hard next year. that i will continue bullying you hahahah. that you'll have loads of nicknames made by ME. that i wont just say hi to you when i see you. AND SERIOUSLY, WHO WOULD FORGET A RETARD LIKE YOU?

thanks for your post. it made me cry, it made me think.
AND OHYEAH, THE PICTURES YOU POSTED,
they made me miss my teeth.

hehehe
i love you best friend.
BFFL. for life, and i mean it.

we're all in this together

2010-11-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

the four of us wont be in the same class, but really, let's seriously pray that we won't drift.

and seriously. 3J, 3D, 3E. how far isit gonna be.
zhiqi, hope your appeal'd be successful.
3D. oh yeah, the grass isnt always greener on the other side. hafta make the best outta it.

i'm living in a nightmare.
i shan't wake up from it, but this time round, i won't be the victim anymore.
seriously, who fucking cares about feelings.
i am codependent, and love to please, but dont expect me to be like that to everyone.

unforgettable moments

2010-11-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CHALET. the awesome one. and yep, though it was unsuccessful in a way, because not everyone came, but it was fun ttm.

i'll just list out the moments i wont forget.

going into our room then realising that the aircon was flooding our "house"
highing with corliss over snsd songs then making danielle have the annoyed expression.
walking the 30min long walk from the chalet to E!hub
playing cheat with regina and yulong
3am-4am walking to E!hub for bowling then realising that the bowling centre was already closed.
watching yeongsoon and yulong shoot MVs and retarded magic shows.
sleeping for an hour plus and woke up to the coldness.
joined weileong+song+regina for their one hour talk at the living room while dozing off.
bowling! :D
getting splashed with water by yeongsoon.
owning regina in the hoop game.
music guessing session. :D
singing 差遣我, 让爱走动, 这一生最美的祝福 with regina during the walks in the pasir ris park
BBQ!
chubby bunny. PRO YEONGSOON AND REGINA
annoying huien with a call.
regina's lie to yeongsoon, saying that she's going home. hahahahahahha.
sharing a pot of noodles with everyone.
going to playground late at night.
THE K-SESSION. karaokeeeee.
learning a new word 堵(HAHAHA), truth or dare session plus pouring out of secrets with reg+yulong+yeongsoon+zhaoyi

and seriously, yulong kept playing the scary music whenever we walk in the pasir ris park late at night. One Miss Call is super scary.

regina, I WANT MY BLANKET. and i'm craving the 7-eleven starbucks. the mocha and coffee one. and the cat family one the roof, omg i love kittens. CUTE TTM. :D

i'm tired. the hours in these 3 days i slept dont add up to 9 hours. but then........... (:

hehehehehe.

i think i love 2D now.

tomorrow, release of streaming result.

dreadful~

2010-11-08T10:24:00.000+08:00

on saturday. i found my long lost water bottle. marilyn's present. i counted the weeks wrongly, it was lost for 2 freaking months, with the water still inside. lol.
on sunday, marilyn lost my present to her.

one nike bottle found another nike bottle lost?
tchhhh.

should i go chalet! ):

p.s i love isaac shepard. the musician of my blog song, memories never fade. i shall change blogsong every week. :D

tags!
Corliss : you mean the popcorn ones! (:
Rebecca : <3 hahahahha i'll disturb you with hearts this week!
Zhiqi : i'll seriously drool on you. haahahaha. but anw, i shall change to drool. :D

memories never fade

2010-11-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

HI, i'm gonna blog! :D

i love my life. i dont miss 2D. yet.

and corliss, please stay for the night if not when everyone's highing tmr, NO ONE SING SNSD SONGS WITH ME.

this part dedicated to you.

like real.

dear corliss, i love making you angry. seriously.

like i can just walk without looking and bang into you, that's like so damn fun. i love making you like the songs that you dont like at first. i love your letter. I LOVE THE JELLYBEANS. I dont love you. hahahaha. neo gateun, chingoo cheomiya. :D okay lets go high tmr.

okay now, for my life part.

i love my life. :D lee huien you suck ♥ okay byebye

I JUST LOVE BEING 口是心非 HEHE!